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Oct. 5th, 2009 @ 01:05 am
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Oh, Effexor is so awesome, right? Fuck you.
http://www.petitiononline.com/mod_perl/signed.cgi?effexor&1
And fuck the people who condescended to me about refusing to take it; as if my concern of weight gain and enslavement to the drug was uneducated ignorant fear. So....fuck you, seriously. |
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Sep. 5th, 2009 @ 10:01 am
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I'm sorry I haven't updated for a while. I read everybody's posts, though.
I started my disability support worker course and it's going fantastically; it's from Monday to Friday, and it's like being in highschool again. But it's amazing.
And I've had pneumonia for several weeks, I'm still getting over it.
I'll post soon. |
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I don't know what to do.
I don't want to study Law anymore. I have enrolled to study disability works in another adult education institiution, and I go for the interview on Wednesday. But I wish to be a lawyer, unfortunately it's not what I thought it would be and my dreams of being a human rights lawyer have been shattered because I am not interested in studying Law - it's actually not what most people believe it to be, and it's incredibly boring, and I feel as if I have no interest in it. I'm a more humanitarian, English person, whereas Law is an area of systematic thinking and cold, focused pretention. I can't express any emotion in Law.
I don't know what to do.
My mother is very aggressive about my future and is saying that I have to serious consider what I want to do in my life. And she's pressuring me to stop doing university. Although I want to stop my Law degree, I really want to continue studying my Arts degree, because I love my Australian Studies major. I find my Arts subjects so interesting and want to continue to learn and expand my mind. But she's saying that, how will an Arts degree get me a job, how will it contribute in my life? I hate the aggressive way she speaks about it. I want to do my Arts degree but I know she's quite against it. I want to learn. Although I was poor studying Law, I got excellent grades in my Arts subjects.
I don't know what the hell I am doing.
I want to work with disabled people, I want to work with children - getting that qualification in disability works will enable me to. But as a profession in my life, what should I do? I want to write, I want to do journalist things and travel and report about human rights in different parts of the world, I want to make films and express myself creatively and emotively.
How the fuck do I do that? Somebody please help me. |
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Apr. 11th, 2009 @ 11:23 am
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
Did you know, I watched my first Bollywood film, Main Hoon Na, exactly two years ago, about 2 weeks before my 18th birthday? And then last night they played it on tv! This is so destiny! Just for me, me, me. My favourite Bollywood film.
And all Easter weekend one channel is playing the Sopranos entire series 24 hours, non stop! Fuck I am awesome. |
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Mar. 15th, 2009 @ 02:27 pm
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I just fell in love with this song. Amazing. And makes me feel sad.
Kya Hua Tera Wada;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UGuXUN09PA |
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Jun. 24th, 2008 @ 11:48 pm
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We and the Gujurati boy are finished. We are no more.
I don't know if I can get through this.
I am going to delete this journal. Take care everybody. |
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Apr. 25th, 2008 @ 11:02 pm
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And last Saturday night, I was by my car waiting for him to come down, and he was standing at his window and he was yelling to me, "Shanti!"
So I yelled back, "Om!" |
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Apr. 11th, 2008 @ 01:19 am
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Guys!
It is my birthday today! I'm 19 years old! Now....
When we hang out, you must realise, this day is all about ME. NATALIE. So, when you're with me - treat me like a king, a 19 year old king! We do everything I do; no making nasty comments or jokes; doing everything I say; treat me like a king, people. It's all about me.
I'm one giant egotistical king in a giant narcissitic pod. A giant, solid gold 19 year old king. 19. 19 years old. 19. Gold.
Below is just a small example of people's tangible admiration of me, specially made on this glorious day.....
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Mar. 31st, 2008 @ 11:32 pm
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| Greed: | Medium
| | | Gluttony: | Medium
| | | Wrath: | Very High
| | | Sloth: | High
| | | Envy: | Medium
| | | Lust: | Very High
| | | Pride: | Medium
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Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz |
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Dec. 28th, 2007 @ 03:16 pm
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i'm such a cunt. i hope to god i have not lost one of my best friends. i love this person so much and if i could, i would give him the world. |
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Nov. 23rd, 2007 @ 04:05 pm
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Guys, I just started a community for the little girl who was found starved to death in her home in New South Wales, Australia. I know it's very amatuerish right now, as I literally just created it, but if you have any interest in child abuse or murder, please join my community. It's a place to discuss such tragedies as Shellay Ward's case. Please, please, I would appreciate any support so much.
http://community.livejournal.com/shellay_ward/profile
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Nov. 22nd, 2007 @ 02:10 am
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Nov. 15th, 2007 @ 09:48 am
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I am asolutely in love with the Om Shanti Om. I cried my eyes out at the cinema theatre. Absolutely cried my eyes out.
It was such a magical movie.
My heart is aching. |
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I can't believe this, my heart is just about breaking. I just read up on the Sopranos series and found out what happens to all the characters in the finale. I am so appauled and shocked and just....oh my fucking god.
It has broken my heart. What happens to my favourite characters (Johnny Sack, Silvio Dante), to everyone, is so haunting. Oh fuckin' jesus christ. I haven't felt this way since watching the end of Goodfellas and The Godfather Three a couple weeks ago. It seriously makes me want to cry.
Why does Mob life have to be such a fuckin' tragedy? For fuck sake! It's even sadder that I won't get to watch all of series five and six for fuckin' ages!
If I'm despondent for the next couple days or weeks, you'll know why. |
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Dec. 11th, 2006 @ 10:23 pm
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I hope I fucking die when I go to sleep.
I wish people would stop telling me how to fucking live my life. Fuck them. |
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